These short tan girls and skinny pale girls got me cryin
Why am I up at 12:30 watching videos on finacial advice and how to prevent procrastination and the effects of adderall, like holy shit i just got my first job and im treating it like its life or death. I DONT HAVE A FAMILY I NEED TO FEED, I JUST WANT CLOTHES AND A CAR TO IMPRESS PEOPLE SO THEY THINK IM COOL, I JUST WANT LOVE AND FOR EVERYONE TO FUCKING GET ALONG, LIKE JESUS FUCK MOM STOP BITCHING ABOUT EVERY SNALL FUCKING THING UNDER YOUR BREATH I CAN FUCKING HEAR YOU YELLING AT DAD WHEN IM IN MY ROOM IN THE BASEMENT ITS NOT FUCKING SOUND PROOF YOU INSANE BIPOLAR FUCK, THATS ANOTHET THING I CANT GET FUCKING MAD AT YOU BECAUSE THEN YOU ACT ALL NICE AND ITS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!? AND ON TOP OF THAT YOU GENETICALLY PASS THAT SHITTY TRAIT ON TO ME, SO NOW I CAN NEVER MAKE UP MY MIND AND INSTANTLY REGRET 78% OF THE SHIT I DO, AND ONE SECOND IM HYPED AND SHITS GREAT THEN IM LIKE ON THE VERGE OF CRYING.
I’m going to have to work 500 hours give or take, flipping burgers just to buy a car.